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Episode Summary: Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (Pages 252-276)
In this chapter, we explore the dualities within ourselves—our Yeshua self, which embodies love and light, and our Lucifer self, which resists change and clings to fear. By recognizing these aspects, we gain a deeper understanding of how our personal struggles mirror collective challenges and how our resistance to growth reflects the tension in the world around us. Transformation is not a single moment but a gradual process of awakening to our true nature. Through the lens of light and void, we learn to navigate our inner polarities, make conscious choices, and contribute positively, even in times of uncertainty.
Key Themes:
* Light is not fading; rather, our connection to it can wane. It is up to us to stay connected.
* As light grows within us, resistance often increases. Our old belief systems struggle to hold on.
* The world mirrors our internal struggles—resistance to change, collective division, and the cycles of power.
* We are responsible for our own peace and how we engage with transformation.
Navigating Inner Resistance
Resistance to growth is natural. This chapter explores how resistance manifests:
* Love-nots—the mental and emotional knots we carry—can feel heavier when transformation begins.
* When belief systems collapse, there is often panic and a rush to regain control.
* The pendulum of power swings back and forth, without real progress, when change is resisted instead of embraced.
* We are encouraged not to get lost in choosing sides but instead to move beyond judgment and into a place of awareness and unity.
The Balance of Healthy and Unhealthy Resistance
We are invited to reflect: Should we resist at all?
* Healthy resistance is about discernment—it allows us to pause, explore, and proceed with wisdom.
* Unhealthy resistance comes from fear and an unwillingness to accept change.
* The Divine is making it impossible to stay in resistance. The more we cling to old patterns, the harder the shift feels.
Fear of Love, Fear of Fear
Many of us fear love itself because loving means risking loss. Yet love is our true nature. We are encouraged to ask: Will we fear love, or will we love fear?
* The Divine loves us in all states—joy, peace, judgment, and separation alike.
* Choosing love over fear is essential to our path.
Understanding the Yeshua and Lucifer Self
Within each of us are two aspects:
* The Yeshua Self is aligned with Divine will, love, and peace. It seeks unity and trust.
* The Lucifer Self clings to control, fear, and separation. It thrives in division and the illusion of dominance.
Rather than rejecting one and clinging to the other, we are called to recognize when we are operating from our Lucifer self and gently guide ourselves back into the light.
Resurrection as a Process of Awakening
Resurrection is not a single event; it is an unfolding journey of consciousness:
* Descent: The movement into form and ego identity.
* Awakening: Recognizing our higher nature and stepping into our true path.
* Realization: The return to Divine consciousness.
We may experience many mini-resurrections in life—each moment we choose awareness, presence, and truth, we realign with our highest self.
What Do You Wish to Contribute?
We are invited to consider: What are we contributing to life?
* Are we creating and engaging with love, presence, and peace?
* Or are we lost in distractions, judgments, and fleeting pursuits?
By being mindful of our words, actions, and energy, we can step into conscious creation rather than reactive existence.
Key Takeaway
Both light and the void are our sacred teachers. When we recognize our Yeshua and Lucifer selves as part of our growth, we stop resisting and begin to flow with divine balance. Through conscious choice, we return—moment by moment—to our authentic selves.
Reflection:Each time we choose love over fear, presence over distraction, and peace over division, we resurrect into our truest self.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (Pages 279-309, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (Transmission 6: On Life, Loss, and the Lamb)
All links and information are in the show notes.
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
Stay Connected
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About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
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Episode Summary: The Spectrum of Spirit (Pages 227-251)
We often think of light and darkness as opposites, but what if they are not in conflict at all? This chapter explores how the light and the void are complementary forces, working together in perfect balance to support our spiritual growth.
Key Themes:
* The void is not something to fear but rather a space of limitless possibilities and transformation.
* Light and the void are interconnected parts of creation, and embracing both is essential for spiritual evolution.
* We are both of the Creator and creators ourselves, holding the divine spark within us.
* The mastery of this reality comes from recognizing that we are the dreamers of our lives, able to consciously create rather than live in reaction.
* We are in a time of great change, and our choices will shape the future. Navigating this transformation with trust and surrender allows for greater peace.
* The balance of masculine and feminine energy is key to our collective evolution.
Exploring Fear: The Void vs. The Light
We are asked to reflect: What do I fear more? The Void or the Light?
* Fear of the Void often relates to issues of safety, security, control, failure, judgment, and abandonment.
* Fear of the Light is more about self-worth, trust, deservingness, and fear of rejection.
* The void and light are not opposing forces but rather two aspects of the same truth.
* If our fear is about the outcome, it often points to resistance toward changing our personal narrative.
* If we fear losing control or surrendering to truth, we are already evolving beyond the illusion of self.
Spiritual Evolution and Environmental Responsibility
This chapter also highlights our responsibility to Gaia, the Earth, as an integral part of our transformation.
* Our disconnection from the natural world creates imbalances that must be healed.
* True service involves holding the light for others, offering guidance without expectation, and contributing to the healing of our collective consciousness.
Key Takeaway
The light and the void are not opposing forces but work in harmony. The void, though often misunderstood, is a space of limitless potential where transformation begins. By embracing both, we align with our highest spiritual path.
Reflection:When you find yourself in the void, call the light to you. When you stand in the light, welcome the void. Either way, you are exactly where you need to be.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (Pages 252-276, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (Transmission 5: The Void, The Light)
All links and information are in the show notes.
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
Stay Connected
🔹 Newsletter: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Website: Hold the Light Collective
About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Clarity—it’s what so many of us constantly seek. We want to know. We want certainty. We want someone or something to tell us what to do, where to go, how it’s all going to unfold. But here’s the truth: when we feel lost, when we can’t see or hear the answers, it’s not because clarity isn’t there. It’s because we’re either too impatient to receive it, or we’re afraid of what it might reveal. We are rushing to force something that isn’t ready to unfold, or we are resisting the truth that is already right in front of us.
What if we stopped grasping and started trusting? What if we let go of control and allowed divine timing to do its work? In this offering, we explore how clarity isn’t about predicting the future—it’s about presence. It’s about listening instead of panicking, surrendering instead of forcing. It’s about understanding that our soul doesn’t move in a straight line. We are reminded that clarity is not about having certainty over outcomes—it’s about being in harmony with what is. And when we align with that, not only are we clear—we’re free.
This is Clarity, part 2, from The Freedom Transmissions.
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ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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Clarity, Pt. 2 from Transmission 4: Moving Mountains found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, pages 218-233
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we are reminded that clarity is not about having certainty over outcomes—it’s about being in harmony with what is. And when we align with that, not only are we clear—we’re free.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
Read or listen to The Freedom Prayer, found on page 229 in the book, and then the meditation at the end of this chapter.
📖 Read or re-read the chapter called The Spectrum of Spirit found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 5: The Void, The Light. This is found on pages 237-251.
🎧 In the audiobook, listen to The Spectrum of Spirit found under Transmission 5: The Void, The Light.
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
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This is a chapter about clarity.
Having clarity – like where to go and what to do and how to do it – is something many of us constantly seek. Often, we just want answers. How many times have you said, “I just want someone to tell me what to do, or which direction to go in.”
We learn in this chapter that asking for clarity is the request that the Divine most often receives from us. This teaching reveals how our relationship with clarity often becomes distorted by our impatience, our unwillingness to look at what is, and our resistance to accepting truths. In this chapter, we begin to understand that true clarity doesn’t come from external validation or future certainty, but from our willingness to be present with what is and to trust in the divine unfolding of our path. It’s like wearing spiritual glasses so that we can see the truth that’s right in front of us.
And it’s having faith that the Divine always has our back.
This is Clarity, part one. Click play to listen.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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Clarity, Pt. 1 from Transmission 4: Moving Mountains found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, pages 210-218
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we’re going to explore we begin to understand that true clarity doesn’t come from external validation or future certainty, but from our willingness to be present with what is and to trust in the divine unfolding of our path. It’s like wearing spiritual glasses so that we can see the truth that’s right in front of us.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
📖 Read or re-read the second half of the Clarity chapter found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains. This is found on pages 218 - 233. There is a meditation at the end of the chapter, so be sure to listen to that. The recorded meditation can be found in the audiobook at the 23 minute and 22 second mark in the second part of the chapter.
🎧 In the audiobook, listen to rest of the Clarity chapter found under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains.
✨ Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light. ✨
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This is a chapter about the energy of MOVING MOUNTAINS.
And it’s summed up like this: “Love moves mountains.”
Here we’re going to explore how our perception of mountains — the things in our lives that feel like challenges or issues, both internally and externally — either keeps us stuck or allows us to move forward.
Depending on who is looking at them, mountains could be related to health, finances, relationships, work, and other things that feel like a big figurative mountain to climb.
The question is never about the mountain itself, but it’s about the way we see it, the way we engage with it, and whether we are willing to align with the divine, who moves all things through love.
We are being asked to bring our awareness to this since it affects us all—individually and collectively, both spiritually and physically.
We’re going to discuss three core themes: the power of perception in shaping our reality, the role of burdens and attachments in creating unnecessary mountains, and how divine love—not force or control—is the key to moving what seems immovable.
We’ll also talk about faith and how true transformation occurs when we stop resisting what is and start seeing through the eyes of love.
This is the Power of Perception.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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The Power of Perception from Transmission 4: Moving Mountains found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, Pages 197-209
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we’re going to explore how our perception of mountains — the things in our lives that feel like challenges or issues, both internally and externally — either keeps us stuck or allows us to move forward.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
📖Read or re-read Clarity found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains. Since this is a long chapter, I’m breaking it up into two episodes. So read pages 210-218. There is a meditation and writing exercises that start on page 217. The recorded meditation can be found in the audiobook at the 21 minute 29 second mark in the first part of the chapter.
🎧In the audiobook, listen to Clarity found under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains up until the first meditation and writing exercises.
All links and information are in the show notes.
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In this chapter, we explore the fundamental choice each of us faces — whether to align with our true divine nature, or what the text calls our "wheat-self," or remain trapped in the illusion of separation, our "chaff identity."
Here's what we're exploring: our choices about how we connect to ourselves, others, and the divine either lead us toward authentic freedom or keep us bound in patterns of seeking and wanting. This chapter reveals that true freedom comes not from doing whatever we want, but from being what we truly are, our essence. It teaches us that healing happens through reintegrating lost aspects of self while learning to trust divine timing and support. We're being asked to look at this deeply because it affects us both individually and as a collective.
As Yeshua tells us, "You are being freed to live a soul-based life." Get in the river and let the current take you.
This is The Freedom of Being.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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The Freedom of Being from Transmission 3: The Freedom of Be-ing found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, Pages 172-194
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, it is revealed that true freedom comes not from doing whatever we want, but from being what we truly are, our essence. It teaches us that healing happens through reintegrating lost aspects of self while learning to trust divine timing and support.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
📖 Read or re-read The Power of Perception found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains, pages 162-171
🎧 In the audiobook, listen to The Power of Perception found under Transmission 4: Moving Mountains
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
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The theme and focus of this chapter is taking a look at how we become trapped in patterns of wanting – constantly seeking external validation, possessions, and acceptance to feel complete.
The offering here reveals how these very longings end up owning us through our fears and attachments. We are reminded of a fundamental truth we often forget: we already are whole and complete just as we are. We’re reminded that true liberation comes not from acquiring more, but from releasing our attachments to external belongings and recognizing that we already belong to something greater: the Divine.
Through this process, we can learn how to become free from the servitude of longing – which we discussed in the previous chapter. We become free from waiting for something outside ourselves to make us feel whole.
This is The Liberation of Longing.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
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THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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The Liberation of Longing from Transmission 3: Belonging found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, Pages 162-171
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we’re reminded that true liberation comes not from acquiring more, but from releasing our attachments to external belongings and recognizing that we already belong to something greater: the Divine.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
📖Read or re-read The Freedom of Being found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 3: Belonging, pages 172-194
🎧In the audiobook, listen to The Freedom of Being found under Transmission 3: Belonging.
There is a meditation to listen to at the end of this chapter.
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In today’s episode, I want to offer some writing prompts based on the chapters we’ve covered so far in our book study series of The Freedom Transmissions.
Since there is a lot of information and wisdom offered within these transmissions, I thought it would be helpful to take a pause and take some time to reflect on what you’ve discovered, realized, or learned so far. Basically, to write about what revelations have been brought into the light for you. This is a way to help integrate and embody the wisdom offered in the book.
If you haven’t yet read some of those chapters yet and you’re going at your own pace, amazing. Just keep reading at whatever speed feels right to you. There’s no pressure and no rules.
For others who are up to date, take some time to answer the writing prompts I’m about to pose. When we write, pen to paper, it helps us to process and comprehend on a new level. This is something that I’ve been experiencing as I’ve been writing these podcast episodes.
Journal Prompt # 1
In the chapter, I AM Yeshua, we learn that we don’t have to believe in Yeshua or have faith in Him to receive His Grace. We learn that we are all inherently divine and worthy. Can you remember a time when you truly felt like you were “some of the One.” Write about that time.
Journal Prompt #2
Which of the seven imbalances is strongest for you right now? Identify it and write about the ways that it’s showing up for you in your life. And then write about what is the underlying energy beneath this imbalance? What fear-based stories are you telling yourself that keep you in this imbalance?
Journal Prompt #3
We’ve learned about the four chambers of the Sacred Heart: simplicity, stability, surrender, and stillness. These are four key energies to Peace, and it’s our gateway to divine connection. Which energy is most challenging for you to embody right now? And what could you do to help you embrace it and welcome it?
Journal Prompt #4
In the chapter The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, we learned that we’re energetically connected to everything and everyone – our connections exist beyond physical reality. And we learned that prior to going somewhere, our soul and spirit have already stitched us to the place and people there. This is the idea that our souls are already connected to future experiences and people before we meet them.
Looking back at a significant moment in your life, write about the invisible threads that you can now see in hindsight that were weaving your path to that experience.
Journal Prompt #5
We’ve talked about voids, both individual and collective voids, and how they are opportunities for growth, not spaces to fear. How we navigate them is a big part of our evolution.
Think about a time when you faced a personal Void—a period of uncertainty, change, or transition. Looking back, what did you learn about yourself during that time? And what transformation came from that experience?
Journal Prompt #6
We’ve learned that “What you belong to also belongs to you,” and how external seeking creates endless longing.
Think about what you’re stitched to right now in your life – do you want to belong to these people, places, things, belief-systems, and stories? If not, where will you focus first on letting something go that no longer serves you so that you can move deeper into your authenticity?
Journal Prompt #7
Reflect on areas where you might be suppressing your true self—through habits, fears, or external expectations. How can you cultivate Freedom over suppression, creating space for your authentic essence to emerge?
Where and how are you your own oppressor in your life?
Journal Prompt #8
In the book, we learn that we are “not just in life but OF life.” How can you consciously shift your focus to plant seeds that align with your higher self and the legacy you want to leave in the year, and years, ahead? What seeds do you want to plant?
Journal Prompt #9
And finally, what do you need to have Faith in right now?
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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This is a chapter about the energy of BELONGING.
And it can be summed up like this: “What you belong to also belongs to you.”
Here we’ll explore how our choices about where we place our sense of belonging either lead us toward freedom or keep us bound in patterns of seeking and longing.
We are being asked to bring our awareness to this issue since it’s an issue that’s prevalent both individually and collectively, internally and externally.
We’re going to discuss three core themes: the pull between the ego-self and the soul-self; true belonging vs. longing; and how discernment and making conscious choices is needed for our freedom.
We’ll also talk about influencers, branding, and what happens when we allow outer people and institutions to define us.
This is the Servitude of Longing. Click the play button to listen. ⬆️
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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The Servitude of Longing from Transmission 3: Belonging found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, Pages 149-161
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we are talking about longing and belonging — and what the difference between the two.
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
Here’s your focus until the next episode:
📖Read or re-read The Liberation of Longing found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 3: Belonging, pages 162-171
🎧In the audiobook, listen to The Liberation of Longing found under Transmission 3: Belonging
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
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The message of this chapter is: You reap what you sow.
The question we are being asked to consider right now and in the years to come is: “Will I plant a seed of poison through blame and projection? Or will I plant a seed of light and kindness?”
Because, we’ll be answering to the seeds that we plant, within the void. We’ll get into voids in this chapter as well.
The questions we’ll be considering now are: Will you choose Faith over fear? Forgiveness over blame? Or Freedom over Suppression?
Much of this chapter is: how do you want to move forward in your life, right now? How will you show up for yourself, and what choices will you make? What is the legacy you want to leave? This is what we are putting our awareness on, right now.
You don’t have to be perfect – just be aware.
This is why we are here in body, as we shift from the Old Era into the new. We’ve been preparing for this time over lifetimes.
This is Sacred Seeds.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we are talking about how we reap what we sow — what seeds are you planting right now?
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
Here’s your focus until the next episode:
📖Read or re-read in The Servitude of Longing found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions under Transmission 3: Belonging, page 149-161
🎧In the audiobook, listen to The Servitude of Longing found under Transmission 3: Belonging
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In this episode, we take a pause from the book study in order to go over some popular questions surrounding The Freedom Transmissions. In the next episode we will continue with the chapter, Sacred Seeds.
Some of these questions are ones that people have asked me recently, and some of the questions were shared with me by Carissa Schumacher, who channeled this book. These are questions that have been posed to her in the past… and I’ll share her answers to them, too.
This is The Freedom Transmissions 101.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Now we move into Transmission 2. Transmission 2 is called The Wheat and the Chaff and within this transmission, we begin with the chapter Shades of Hope.
The shades of hope are the Light form or the shadow form of Hope. Whether it is light or shadow, they each have their own energy of hope.
So, we’ll talk about this and how our thought bubbles and fears are connected to it. How we choose to think about things matters.
We’ll also look at the power of originality, manifestation, the healthy side of separation, and how we are all here as soul’s having a human experience.
This is Shades of Hope.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
_____________________
In this chapter of The Freedom Transmissions, we are talking about the light forms of hope, the meaning of separation, and how the thoughts we think matters.
📖Read or re-read Sacred Seeds found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions – Transmission 2: The Wheat and the Chaff ➡️ Pages 124-145
🎧 If you have the audiobook, listen to the Yeshua Meditation at the end of the chapter, at the 42:49 mark in the second part of the chapter’s audio recording.
🎧In the audiobook, listen to Sacred Seeds found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions – Transmission 2: The Wheat and the Chaff
Thanks all. Keep holding the light.
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Here we continue moving through The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming in The Freedom Transmissions which we started in a prior episode. In that episode, we talked about how, in our origin story, our soul is woven and stitched into our body, through our DNA, our chakras, bones, blood, and heart.
We also have our sprit body, which is the invisible space around us: the strings, threads and energy that connects us to the great Web of Life.
So, here’s one way to think of it: think of the body and soul like a spider, and the spirit body as the silk that the spider uses to create it’s web, connecting to the larger Web of Life, or the external world, in seen and unseen ways.
As I mentioned in that prior episode, it might be helpful of threading and stitching as vibrations and waves. Our energy is our vibration. Everything is made of energy. So something that’s important for us to continuously do is to look at what and who we’re matching our energy to. What and whose frequency are we on? And what frequency are we allowing into our energy space? In other words, what are we allowing to stitch to us and what are we stitching to, including people, organizations, businesses, groups, and really anything under the umbrella of those seven imbalances? This is part of our work here as souls in body.
So in this chapter we start digging into what’s referred to in The Freedom Transmissions as the “wheat” and the “chaff,” which we’ll dive deeper into in Transmission 2 as well. Today, we’ll talk more about unstitching and unbraiding, we talk about the power of committing to our inner process, we take a look at grief (what it means and why it’s an energy to be honored), and we discover what is considered the only stitch that matters right now.
This is The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
___________________________
The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2 from Transmission 1: The Weaving of Spirit upon the Web of Life found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions, Pages ✨ 96-106
WHAT TO FOCUS ON THIS WEEK
📝 If you haven’t yet done the personal process writing exercise on page 106, do it this week.
📖Read or re-read Shades of Hope found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions – Transmission 2: The Wheat and the Chaff ➡️ Pages 109-123
🎧In the audiobook, listen to Shades of Hope found in Part Two: The Freedom Transmissions – Transmission 2: The Wheat and the Chaff
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Welcome back to the second part of my interview with Carissa Schumacher. This is a continuation from our second chat we had here on Hold the Light within The Freedom Transmissions book study series. If you haven’t yet listened to the first part of our conversation, click here. We cover a lot of interesting topics there including how to be in communication and partnership with the Divine, and how to deal with needs verses wants.
In this episode we talk about whether or not she feels the pressure to live up to — or to match — the wisdom of Yeshua in her every day life; whether or not she considered publishing The Freedom Transmissions without the name Yeshua attached to it; what the aftermath has been like since she published the book; and we discuss two specific transmissions that Carissa felt compelled to highlight and talk about right now.
Here, we continue my conversation with Carissa Schumacher.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
LEARN MORE ABOUT LAURIE AND HOLD THE LIGHT
* Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
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* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
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For this episode and the next, we’re taking just a short book study break from The Freedom Transmissions to feature my new conversation with Carissa Schumacher. As you most likely know by now, Carissa is a forensic psychic medium, a spiritual guide, and she is a channel for Yeshua. The book The Freedom Transmissions are channeled transmissions she received from Yeshua.
You can go into this podcast’s archives to listen to the other interviews I’ve had with Carissa, with the most recent ones published this past September 2024. I link to everything below.
Recently, Carissa and I came together again to address some questions and concepts around The Freedom Transmissions. In this episode, we talk about the phenomenon of how when we go back to re-read the book, pages, passages, or paragraphs can feel completely new, as if we’ve never read it; we discuss how we can sometimes feel as if we are going backwards in our spiritual evolution when re-reading the book— and Carissa addresses what it is that we’re experiencing. We talk about the new era we’re entering; how The Freedom Transmissions is not a self-help, do-it-this-way kind of book; she shares how we can communicate with, and be in partnership with the Divine; we talk about why Yeshua has a British accent when Carissa channels Him; and we talk about needs versus wants, and how we can we walk a spiritual path while still wanting things?
This is a good one, so let’s get to my latest conversation with Carissa Schumacher.
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OTHER EPISODES IN THIS SERIES
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview, Interview #1—Part 2
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 1
🎧Carissa Schumacher Interview #2—Part 2
🎧Bonus Clip: Carissa Schumacher on the First Time She Channeled Yeshua
🎧Carissa Schumacher: Yeshua, Creating Sacred Spaces, and Holding the Light
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* Laurie on IG: @laurie.gunning.grossman
* Hold the Light on IG: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Affirmations Tool: Hold the Light Collective
ABOUT HOLD THE LIGHT
Hold the Light podcast aims to support and guide lifelong learners and light holders in deepening their connection to personal and spiritual growth. By providing a mix of information, application, and transformation, this show equips people with the tools and inspiration that can help expand and evolve their lives.
THE HTL PODCAST CREW
* Creator, producer, and host: Laurie Gunning Grossman
* Co-producer and audio mixer/sound guru: Jonathan Grossman
* Original music: Jonathan Grossman
* Recorded and mixed: Night Shift Audio in Los Angeles, CA
LEARN MORE ABOUT THE FREEDOM TRANSMISSIONS & CARISSA SCHUMACHER
* Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions
* Website: The Spirit Transmissions
* Sacred Spirit Illumination Journeys: Learn More
DISCLAIMER
Everything I talk about here on the podcast in this series is not a representation of Carissa or The Freedom Transmissions. I am reflecting upon the book from my own lens. I share only my own thoughts, learnings, and ideas.
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Episode Summary: The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1 (Pages 81-96 )
This episode explores Part 2 of "The Freedom Transmissions" book, focusing on Transmission 1: "The Weaving of Spirit upon the Web of Life." The host discusses how we are all interconnected through the Web of Life, how to unstitch from imbalances, the importance of present moment awareness, and ways to raise our vibration to connect with our true essence.
Key Points Discussed:
* Introduction to Part 2 of the book - The Freedom Transmissions
* The concept of threading and stitching in our spiritual lives
* How our soul is woven into our physical body through DNA, chakras, and spirit
* Understanding the Web of Life and our interconnectedness
* How disconnection leads to imbalance and ego-driven behavior
* What we truly take with us after death: moments of connection, not material possessions
* How to identify what frequencies we're stitched to
* The process of unstitching from distortions and reweaving to our authentic selves
* Practical techniques for raising vibration and living in alignment
Quotes from the Episode:
* "Nature is the common thread that unites you all."
* "When it is said that you are Love, it is not just your soul or body–the entire stitching and threading of the vibration that you are is OF the fabric of Love."
* "At a certain moment when you are ready, you will even have moments of unstitching from the concept of be-ing 'I.' To become the I AM. And the We. The One."
Practices Recommended:
* Daily present moment awareness meditation
* Observing thoughts: "Am I stitching to a resonant or dissonant thought?"
* Practicing humility, integrity, and kindness
* Choosing faith over fear
* Engaging in activities that raise vibration: nature walks, sunset watching, art, music, etc.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
* Read/re-read pages 96-106 of "The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming"
* Complete the writing exercise on page 106
* For audiobook listeners: continue from the 21:44 mark in the second section of this chapter
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About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Episode Summary: The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (Pages 67-76)
In this episode, we move into learning about the Sacred Heart—the final chapter in The Sacred Heart Transmissions section of The Freedom Transmissions.
Understanding the Sacred Heart is essential because it is the gateway that connects us to our divine self. It is the foundation for embodying greater peace, balance, and freedom in our lives.
Today, we’ll explore:
* What the Sacred Heart is
* The four chambers that comprise it
* The energies of Simplicity, Stability, Surrender, and Stillness
* How we can connect with these energies to embody peace
This is The Chambers of the Sacred Heart.
The Sacred Heart: The Gateway to Peace
We engage with The Freedom Transmissions because it provides a pathway to peace—helping us transcend struggles, integrate light and shadow, and move into our true essence.
As we read in the book, “You did not come to the world for situational Peace.” Peace is not dependent on external circumstances. It is an internal state that we cultivate through faith, presence, and alignment with Divine Will.
To quote from page 68: “When you illuminate within your Faith, and there is that level of connection and communion, We [meaning the Divine] can speak to you and through you… No longer do your imbalances set off a chain of burdens for you and others. No longer are you as triggered by others’ imbalances… That restores Peace and ends your self-imposed sentence of suffering.”
What is the Sacred Heart?
The Sacred Heart is not the physical heart. It is the center of our being, connecting us to the Divine, Gaia, and the entire web of life.
It is “the intersection of the dreaming and dreamer, creation and creator, subconscious and conscious, seen and unseen.”
Within the Sacred Heart, four energies—known as The Four Chambers—form its structure:
* Simplicity
* Stability
* Surrender
* Stillness
These energies are essential for embodying peace. When we integrate them, we come into balance and freedom.
Yet, in our modern world—where complexity, control, external validation, and noise are prioritized—these energies are often neglected. This disconnection keeps us in chaos and suffering.
The good news? These four energies already exist within us. They are our true nature. Our role is to illuminate and embody them.
As the teachings state: “If all be-ings in human bodies on your planet, or even just a handful more of you, focused daily on streaming and weaving these energies into your heart, body, mind, choices, and behaviors, there would be far fewer problems and burdens for you all to carry.”
Let’s explore the Four Chambers of the Sacred Heart.
The Four Chambers of the Sacred Heart
1. Simplicity
Simplicity is one of the most central aspects of Peace… It is letting go of all that feels burdensome and disturbing to your Peace.
How to connect with Simplicity:
* What areas of my life feel chaotic and complicated?
* Am I willing to participate in the process of simplifying my life?
* What habits, commitments, or distractions are pulling me away from Peace?
2. Stability
We need stability to embody the Divine fully. This means creating foundations in our lives that support our highest good.
How to connect with Stability:
* What feels unstable in my life?
* What aspects of my life are unsustainable?
* Am I willing to participate in the process of creating stability—through finances, relationships, boundaries, and daily practices?
3. Surrender
True surrender is not selective—it is a complete offering of control to the Divine.
Surrender is a state of be-ing rooted in humility, discipline, integrity, and devotion… It requires effort, but never in a way that creates more burdens.
How to connect with Surrender:
* Where in my life do I resist surrender?
* What do I fear surrendering, and why?
* Where do I try to force or control outcomes? Can I release my grip and trust?
4. Stillness
Stillness is the most nourishing of the four energies. It is the gateway to Divine Grace—where we hear, receive, and embody peace.
How to connect with Stillness:
* What areas of my life lack Stillness?
* What fears arise when I sit in Stillness?
* What distractions do I use to avoid Stillness?
* Am I willing to create time for Stillness, even if it means reducing external noise, setting boundaries, or committing to a daily meditation practice?
Integrating the Sacred Heart
By prioritizing Simplicity, Stability, Surrender, and Stillness, we restore balance and deepen our connection to the Divine.
As we embody these energies, we draw more peace, joy, and clarity into our lives.
Final reflection: “Your sacred heart is the gateway that connects you to your Yeshua Self. You were designed for Simplicity of realization, Stability of foundation, Surrender in transformation, and Stillness in invocation.”
Next Steps: Read & Listen
🧘🏻 Breathing Exercise (p. 75 in the book, or audiobook at 28:04)
📖 Read: The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming (Pages 81-96)🎧 Listen: The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming (Audiobook, Transmission 1, stop at 21:43)
📝 Journal Prompt: What Chamber do you most need to embody right now? How can you invite this energy into your daily life?
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
Stay Connected
🔹 Newsletter: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Website: Hold the Light Collective
About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Episode Summary: The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2 (Pages 60-66)
In this episode, we are discussing The Three Veils, found in The Freedom Transmissions chapter The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind. If you haven’t yet listened to the last episode on the Seven Imbalances of the Mind, be sure to go back and start there.
Understanding the Three Veils is essential, as they provide deeper insight into the origins of the Seven Imbalances. When we know how these distortions developed, we gain clarity on how to restore balance and move toward freedom.
This is The Three Veils.
The Three Veils: The Root of Separation
As we learned, the Seven Imbalances are distorted lenses of perception—false beliefs about who we are. They are illusions of separation from the Divine.
The Three Veils represent this separation, and they create the distorted lenses through which we experience reality.
For some, these Veils are thick, keeping them deeply unconscious. For others, who are integrating light and shadow into balance, the Veils are nearly transparent.
By understanding the Three Veils, we can begin lifting them, allowing for clarity and deeper peace.
The Three Veils
1. The Veil of Separation
This Veil is the root of the belief that we are separate from the Divine, creating a deep sense of isolation, shame, and fear.
How it expresses itself:
* Feeling unworthy of love or connection
* Experiencing deep shame, guilt, and self-judgment
* Isolating from others or suffering in silence
* Fear of rejection and failure
How to begin lifting this Veil:
* Trust in the unseen. Shift focus from what is visible and external to the deeper truth of connection.
* Engage in practices that strengthen your faith. Meditate, journal, and commune with nature.
* Release limiting beliefs about who you are supposed to be.
When this Veil lifts: You begin to feel and know yourself as One—not as someone separate, but Some of the One.
2. The Veil of Polarity
This Veil leads to perceiving reality in extremes—black and white, good and bad, right and wrong. It prevents us from embracing the complexity and balance of existence.
How it expresses itself:
* Emotional swings between joy and despair
* Defensiveness, judgment, and blame
* Seeking conflict or dangerous situations
* Being trapped in an “us vs. them” mindset
How to begin lifting this Veil:
* Embrace duality. Recognize that both light and shadow are essential for balance.
* Practice witnessing rather than reacting. Observe without immediate judgment.
* Synchronize with natural rhythms. Honor cycles of creation and destruction, expansion and contraction.
When this Veil lifts: You can hold space for both light and shadow without polarization. You begin to experience the full spectrum of reality without judgment.
3. The Veil of Complacency
This Veil keeps us stagnant, avoiding truth and resisting change. It’s the illusion that staying the same is safer than evolving.
How it expresses itself:
* Resistance to change, even when the heart longs for transformation
* Feelings of boredom, stuckness, and malaise
* Fear-based procrastination—waiting until suffering forces a shift
* Rigid beliefs that prevent growth
How to begin lifting this Veil:
* Be open to new perspectives. Let go of attachment to what you think you know.
* Take conscious action. Growth requires participation—step into your transformation.
* Honor both creation and destruction. Change is part of the natural flow of life.
When this Veil lifts: You reclaim your sovereignty and step into your full creative power. You take charge of your transformation and align with Divine Will.
Moving Toward Balance and Clarity
Lifting the Veils is about choosing faith over fear. The more we dissolve these illusions, the more we realign with truth, peace, and love.
Reflection:
* Which of the Three Veils do you feel most present in your life?
* What is one step you can take to begin dissolving it?
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📝 Do the writing homework on page 66 in the book, or at the end of the audiobook chapter. This is an important exercise—don’t skip it! It will guide you in reflecting on which imbalances feel strongest in you right now and how the Veils interact with them.
📖 Read:The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (Pages 67-76)
🎧 Listen: The Chambers of the Sacred Heart (Audiobook, Part One: The Sacred Heart Transmissions)
📝 Journal Prompt: What Veil do you most identify with? What is one conscious choice you can make to lift it?
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
Stay Connected
🔹 Newsletter: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Website: Hold the Light Collective
About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Episode Summary: The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1 (Pages 34-60)
I’ve decided to break up this chapter from The Freedom Transmissions into two different episodes because of the depth of the content. This chapter is fundamental to understanding how we keep ourselves in density—what holds us back from living in our true essence, our peace, and our divine nature.
Before we move forward with the other transmissions in this book, we need to start here. The good news? This chapter also offers ways to move from density into greater freedom.
In this episode, we are discussing the Seven Imbalances of the Mind, as found on pages 34-60. The next episode will focus on The Three Veils.
As we’ve discussed in prior episodes, The Freedom Transmissions is a pathway to peace. It’s a journey to free ourselves from our personal burdens so that we can step into greater balance, joy, fearless faith, non-resistance, and love.
One of the key messages in this chapter is that when we learn to release our imbalances, we will know freedom and what it means to live clear-hearted.
This is The Seven Imbalances of the Mind.
The Origin of the Imbalances
Before diving into the Seven Imbalances, it’s helpful to understand where they come from.
We learn that at the moment of our soul’s inception, we were created in Balance, because we are of the One—the Divine, Spirit, Infinite Intelligence. We were designed in harmony.
However, we were also seeded with consciousness, which led to self-awareness. And with self-awareness came choice.
This is where free will enters: the choice to align with Divine Will or to create our own fragmented perception of self and reality.
The Seven Imbalances of the Mind were not created by the Divine but by us, through fear-based thinking and illusions of separation.
These imbalances distort our perception, keeping us disconnected from peace.
The Seven Imbalances of the Mind
Each imbalance is an error in perception—a way we miss the mark in choosing love over fear.
Here’s an overview:
* The Perception of Darkness or Separation
* Feeling separate from the Divine and others
* Expressed through guilt, shame, self-criticism, victimhood, and isolation
* Transcendence: Reaching for something greater—immersing in nature, serving others, and practicing self-compassion
* Tyrannical Desire and Greed
* Driven by dominance, power, and lack of integrity
* Expressed through control, entitlement, emotional manipulation, and lack of empathy
* Transcendence: Releasing control, serving without personal gain, restoring integrity, and embracing humility
* Ignorance, Denial, or Complacency
* Avoidance of truth, resistance to change, procrastination
* Expressed through addiction, procrastination, abdication of responsibility, and apathy
* Transcendence: Facing discomfort, embracing personal accountability, and stepping into action
* Excitement Over Death or Endings
* Fear of the unknown, fixation on destruction
* Expressed through paranoia, obsession with mortality, or reckless behavior
* Transcendence: Reconnecting to life, faith in the eternal nature of the soul, and embracing joy
* Imbalance of Human Want and Lust (Desires of the Flesh)
* Preoccupation with external image and validation
* Expressed through materialism, addictive behaviors, and fear of rejection
* Transcendence: Simplicity, refining wants versus needs, and remembering self-worth beyond external validation
* Foolish Wisdom or Not Aligning with Divine Will
* Elitism, arrogance, assumption of moral or intellectual superiority
* Expressed through rigid beliefs, judgment, and forcing opinions onto others
* Transcendence: Deep humility, openness to learning, and aligning personal will with Divine Will
* Wrathful Wisdom or Judgment
* Rooted in fear and separation, leading to anger, rage, and retaliation
* Expressed through acts of harm, violence, or self-destruction
* Transcendence: Reconnection to nature, patience, gratitude, and the power of love
Moving Toward Balance and Peace
Becoming conscious of these imbalances is the first step toward transformation. Through self-awareness and surrender, we begin to dissolve these distortions and return to our true essence.
When we align our will with Divine Will, we move closer to peace.
Reflection:Which imbalances resonate with you? How can you begin the process of healing and realignment?
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📿 Meditate on this:Take time alone, light a candle, breathe, and ask the Divine to help you perceive a troubling situation differently. Listen. Write down what you hear. Trust the messages of love.
📖 Read: The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind (Pages 60-66) 👉🏻 Do the writing exercise on page 66—this is important for integration!
🎧 Listen: The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind (Audiobook, second part) from 27:00 to the end of the chapter. Focus on The Three Veils.
📝 Journal Prompt: What imbalance do you recognize within yourself? What is one step you can take toward restoring balance?
Thanks for listening. Keep holding the light.
Stay Connected
🔹 Newsletter: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Website: Hold the Light Collective
About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
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Episode Summary: Who Is Yeshua?
In this chapter, Yeshua introduces Himself and sets the foundation for what we can expect as we move through The Freedom Transmissions.
So, who is Yeshua?
Yeshua, as He explains, is Peace—our peace, the very essence of our Be-ing. When we choose peace, we choose our true selves.
Through these transmissions, meditations, and prayers, we will make more room for our true selves by dismantling the illusion self—the part of us shaped by societal expectations, fear, and complexity. As we do this, we will move deeper into balance, faith, forgiveness, and freedom.
One of the most powerful insights from this chapter? You don’t need to believe in Yeshua, have faith in Him, or even fully understand Him to receive His grace. His grace flows through you regardless of belief because you are not separate from Him. You are Him, and He is you.
This is the co-creation. The ever-present connection. The we are never alone reminder.
By finding yourself here, engaging with these teachings, you are answering a call—one that takes courage. Yeshua tells us: If you are here, you are among the pioneers ushering in an Era of Balance, Transparency, and Peace.
The Path to Peace and Balance
Many of us desire peace, yet struggle to find it. Yeshua gives us this wisdom:
“Lower the bar on the cross that keeps you suspended in disappointment, imbalance, and regret. Stop raising the bar in favor of more, more, more—more money, more attention, more fillers, more ‘followers,’ more seeking.”
If we reach for balance rather than constantly striving for more, we will experience deeper freedom and peace. Instead of constantly becoming, we are invited to come to BE.
True peace comes from knowing that we are already enough—no more, no less.
Can you remember a time when you truly felt like you were enough? That nothing needed to be fixed, improved, or achieved?
Yeshua reminds us that the world doesn’t need our striving—it needs our Presence. Not what we do, or how hard we work, but our ability to fully be. And that requires deep responsibility—not just to ourselves, but to the whole.
This is a call to shift from me to we. To live from a balanced heart instead of a restless mind. And to get there, we must commit to this journey.
The Call of the Soul and Spirit
This book is about dismantling the illusion self and reconnecting with the essence of who we are.
I love this quote from the chapter:
“The call of the Second Coming, the coming Home to your true essence, may have begun as a quiet voice in the background—your intuition saying ‘slow down,’ ‘reduce commitments,’ ‘use discernment,’ ‘this is not sustainable,’ ‘I am not happy.’ But often the voice is suppressed through the clamor of the mind and all of the external expectations and responsibilities you face as a human be-ing. Yet, the voice will not disappear. And now, as a matter of fact, it has grown louder. For your soul wishes to be suppressed no longer.”
Your soul wishes to be suppressed no longer.
What is your soul asking for? What quiet voice has been whispering inside you, waiting to be heard?
This is the call of the soul—the Seed of Consciousness within us. And the call of spirit—the force that extends from our soul, connecting us to the world around us.
This is our inner guidance calling us home to ourselves.
What to Expect on This Journey
As we move through this book, Yeshua prepares us for change.
Things in your life may shift. Some things may be lifted, moved, or removed altogether. This can feel unsettling, but Spirit is always working for us, even when we don’t yet understand the path.
To move through this journey, we are invited to bring surrender—to release control and trust the unfolding.
“The more you surrender to what you cannot control or understand and reach for the strength of the Light within you, the more you will see, hear, and realize the wonder of the Pathway to Peace unfurling.”
Surrender does not mean passivity—it means choosing fearless faith and non-resistance. It means trusting that what is shifting is doing so for your highest good.
We will learn how to create peace in our minds, hearts, and spirits regardless of external influences—family, work, relationships, or circumstances.
Until we create oneness within, we cannot create it outside of us.
A Path to Peace or a Path to Struggle?
Yeshua asks us:
“Do you want to be on a path to and of peace? Or do you want to stay in the struggle you feel internally that keeps you feeling separate and at war with the external world?”
If you feel discomfort or fear as you begin this journey, that is natural.
Yeshua reminds us:
“You are evolving rapidly, and the only thing holding you back is fear. Fear of loss of control.”
But He is here to walk with us—to hold the Light as we move through doubts and fears, with support and love.
We will be making more room for our true selves by dismantling the illusion self and all the imbalances it creates. This is where our work begins.
“I will hold your hand through this process and you will hold Mine.”
This journey is not just about personal transformation—it is about service to others. As we move deeper into peace, we light the way for others to do the same.
“You are not a Light-worker. You are a Light-holder or Light-anchor. Through your movement to deeper Balance and Peace, you hold the Light, inspire, and liberate others to move deeper into their own. That is the service of your Yeshua self.”
Key Takeaway
We are being invited into a deeper connection with peace, balance, and authenticity. The journey begins with surrender, trust, and allowing ourselves to be.
Reflection:How can you begin to listen to the quiet voice within? What is your soul asking for that it can no longer suppress?
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind (Pages 34-60, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind (Part One: The Sacred Heart Transmissions, up until the 27:00 minute mark)
All links and information are in the show notes.
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About the Podcast
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
Podcast Credits
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
Other Episodes in This Series
🎧 Ep. 1—Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
🎧 Ep. 2—I AM Yeshua
🎧 Ep. 3 —The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 4—The Three Veils and Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 5—The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
🎧 Ep. 6—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
🎧 Ep. 7—The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
🎧 Ep. 8—Shades of Hope
🎧 Ep. 9—Sacred Seeds
🎧 Ep. 10—The Servitude of Longing
🎧 Ep. 11—The Liberation of Longing
🎧 Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
🎧 Ep. 13 – The Power of Perception
🎧 Ep. 14 – Clarity, Pt. 1
🎧 Ep. 15 – Clarity, Pt. 2
🎧 Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
About The Freedom Transmissions
📖 Buy the Book: The Freedom Transmissions🌐 Learn More: The Spirit Transmissions
Disclaimer
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
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