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  • Welcome to another solo episode. Duncan talks about Season 3, his books and his new therapy of pure high frequency binaural beats.


    Wisdom of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/4cCwOYR

    Way of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/3S4Nnoa

    Weight gain of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/3xS1Vkh

    Show notes Vol 1: https://bit.ly/3WljYsq

    Show notes Vol 2: https://bit.ly/4dib1WH

    Patreon: https://bit.ly/3zCVPVf

    Binaural Beats: https://bit.ly/3zDLLeX


    #schizophrenia #awareness #activism


    Music: Blue Asparagus - TAGE


    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:00:43: Season three overview

    00:01:30: Format of season three and its focus

    00:03:20: Previous guest: Ben Benjamin

    00:04:28: Personal beliefs and perspectives on life

    00:05:17: Preference for calm and honest conversations

    00:05:31: Discussion of published books

    00:07:01: First book: Wisdom of Schizophrenic

    00:07:25: Second book: Way of a Schizophrenic

    00:08:02: Third book: Weight Gain of a Schizophrenic

    00:09:24: Impact of medication and daily life

    00:11:01: Importance of understanding schizophrenia

    00:12:58: Upcoming book: War of the Schizophrenic

    00:13:52: Additional published works

    00:15:12: Use of binaural beats for mental health

    00:16:46: Medication for diabetes

    00:17:26: Future guest interviews and feedback

    00:18:28: Use of AI tool for transcripts

    00:19:00: Closing remarks and future plans

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  • Ben has returned for another episode. We discuss medication and the effects of schizophrenia as a child. We touch on the wider aspects of humanity including life on Mars.


    #medication #schizoaffective #projectstargate


    Music: Gamma Sines - Rocket Noise


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    00:00:01: Introduction to the episode

    00:00:12: Welcoming Benjamin back to the show

    00:00:22: Discussing Benjamin's diagnosis and previous episodes

    00:00:49: Brief update about Benjamin's current life and work

    00:03:31: Talking about recovery and dealing with schizophrenia

    00:04:08: Stigma of schizophrenia and media portrayal

    00:05:12: Starting conversation regarding medication

    00:08:44: Talking about medication adjustment and working with psychiatrist

    00:09:41: Discussing patient-doctor relationship and the importance of being vocal

    00:11:30: Discussing physical side effects of medication

    00:13:16: Conversation about body weight and eating habits

    00:15:17: Sharing about pre-diagnosis experiences as a child suffering from schizophrenia

    00:17:16: Discussing how schizophrenia manifested during Benjamin's childhood

    00:19:44: Challenges of diagnosing schizophrenia in children

    00:20:27: Recalling possible hallucinations and psychosis episodes from childhood

    00:21:44: Comparing childhood and current-day hallucinations.

    00:22:08: Discussing the diagnosis of Schizophrenia

    00:23:04: Role of triggering events in the onset of Schizophrenia

    00:24:16: Discussion on the concept of triggering events in Schizophrenia

    00:26:23: Living with Schizophrenia

    00:27:05: Coping mechanisms for Schizophrenia

    00:28:02: Spiritual contributions of those with Schizophrenia

    00:29:40: Discussing theories about human origins and evolution

    00:31:01: The connection between Schizophrenia and other energies

    00:32:00: Exploring Schizophrenia from a perspective of nature and Shamanism

    00:33:00: Conversations around ancient civilization on Mars

    00:34:23: Exploring the possibility of humans being from another planet

    00:36:19: The connection between spirituality and mental health

    00:39:20: Understanding enlightenment

    00:42:23: Realizations of mortality and the importance of making the world a better place

    00:43:06: Closing the conversation and choosing binaural beats.

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  • We welcome back Frank today. He was my first ever Guest, and is always interesting. We talk about his Paranormal Tour of America. Frank is creating a Youtube channel journalling his experiences.


    Frank's Website:


    https://bit.ly/4aXXHWh


    #schizophrenia #paranormal #psychosis


    Music: Binaural Alpha - Syntropy


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    00:00:30: Introduction

    00:01:16: Frank's Background & Arrival

    00:01:36: Discussing Frank's Mental Health

    00:02:45: Coping Mechanisms & Tools

    00:03:23: Importance of Artwork for Frank

    00:04:17: Embarking on New Projects & Travel Adventures

    00:05:12: Frank's New YouTube Channel

    00:06:07: Discussing Paranormal Activities at Bobby Mackey's Music World

    00:08:12: Relation Between Paranormal & Schizophrenia

    00:10:55: Visit to Bobby Mackey's Music World: Discoveries & Interpretations

    00:13:49: Discussion on Protection from Negative Energies

    00:19:22: Frank's Understanding of Synchronicities in Psychosis

    00:22:57: Impact of Locality on Mindset & Energy

    00:24:10: Explanation of Energy Vibrations

    00:25:19: Discussion on low vibrational energy and near death experiences

    00:26:19: Howard Storm's near death experience

    00:27:13: Encountering spirits and concept of low vibrational spirit planes

    00:28:06: Stories of encountering trapped spirits

    00:29:19: Discussion on current low vibration and importance of caring for our energetic bodies

    00:30:43: Importance of clarity and understanding when dealing with lower vibrational frequencies

    00:31:33: Observations on ancient high vibrational creations like standing stones and pyramids

    00:33:18: Significance of the internet in exploring and understanding paranormal phenomena

    00:35:55: Closure of current discussion with an invitation for further exploration on UFOs and NDEs

    00:36:36: Closing remarks and reference to Frank's YouTube channel

    00:37:54: Mention of binaural beats in the podcast outro.

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  • We welcome back Georgie for a second episode. Today we talk more deeply about her experiences with hallucinations. Hearing voices is a common symptom for people with schizophrenia, and it is still very much misunderstood.


    #hallucinations #rehab #schizophrenia


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    00:00:00: Introduction and Welcome

    00:01:51: Georgie starts to share her backstory

    00:02:22: Understanding misconceptions about hallucinations

    00:03:14: Emergence of voices and feeling a spiritual connection

    00:04:07: The impact of voices on Georgie's life

    00:06:29: Georgie's addiction and rehab experience

    00:09:48: Shift to isolation and implications on mental health

    00:11:13: Delving into Georgie's Schizophrenic Delusions

    00:12:05: Hospitalization, Diagnosis, and Medication.

    00:16:27: Struggle with diagnosis and returning to shared reality

    00:18:36: Importance of diet and exercise in mental health

    00:20:27: Embarrassment Georgie feels towards her hallucinations

    00:24:57: Looking into the future, moving away from a spiritual path.

    26:34: Personal Reflections and Overcoming Challenges

    27:00: Discussion on Exercise and Care for Elderly Mother

    27:56: Sharing Personal Stories and Hallucinations Experience

    28:30: Closing Remarks and Future Plans

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  • We welcome Ben back today. Ben is from the USA, and has had an interesting history and is currently working as a counsellor. Today we had a freestyle wide ranging discussion about life, which is a new aspect for Season 3.


    #schizoaffective #education #gaza


    Music : Koan I (Theta 5 Hz) - Syntropy


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:00:36: Welcoming the guest, Benjamin

    00:01:11: Background details of Benjamin

    00:01:33: Start of the discussion about psychosis

    00:02:08: Benjamin's life updates

    00:02:23: Benjamin's new internship experience

    00:03:04: Reminders of addiction and struggles

    00:03:24: The importance of giving back to the community

    00:04:31: The impact of Podcasting for schizophrenia

    00:06:13: Starting off with Questions for Benjamin

    00:06:44: Discussing paranormal experiences

    00:08:01: Exploring the idea of precognition

    00:08:27: The concept of a third consciousness

    00:09:47: Talking about influencing spirit

    00:10:08: Benjamin's views on good and bad spirits

    00:13:40: Criticizing the western education system

    00:14:30: Discussing ancient history and its comparison to modern life

    00:16:04: Talking about the importance of teaching emotions

    00:18:03: Importance of feeling the situation

    00:18:58: Discussing the benefits of mathematics and logical thinking

    00:20:03: Importance of conquering fear

    00:21:46: Discussing the necessity of soft skills over hard subjects like calculus

    00:22:30: The struggles of teenage years and benefits of psychology.

    00:23:05: Discussing bullying and societal norms

    00:24:33: Discussing the Israeli-Palestinian conflict

    00:25:20: Discussing the Russia-Ukraine situation

    00:26:41: Discussing the disappearance of Kate Middleton

    00:30:25: Discussing the dependency on technology and the internet

    00:33:03: Discussing the decline of quality on Reddit

    00:34:39: Discussing the uniqueness of schizophrenic thinking

    00:35:48: Conclusion and plans for next episode

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  • We welcome Generation X Georgie today. From Australia, Georgie gives her background to her psychosis. From battling substance misuse to the metaphysical and nature of death and reality, we hear a valuable story.


    #neardeathexperience #substancemisuse #chakras


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    00:00:05: Introduction and welcoming Georgie

    00:00:44: Georgie's mental health journey begins

    00:02:26: Georgie's battle with anorexia

    00:03:01: Substance abuse and recovery

    00:03:54: Georgie's life in the

    00:07:11: Georgie's struggle with depression and anxiety

    00:08:37: Beginning of psychosis

    00:10:08: Attempted suicide and near-death experience

    00:13:56: Georgie starts to meditate and opens her chakras

    00:18:04: Georgie begins hearing voices

    00:20:35: Belief in reincarnation and dealing with life events

    00:23:04: Belief in communication with beings in another dimension

    00:26:23: Wrapping up part one and planning for part two.

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  • We welcome back JK. In this episode Joshua talks more deeply about his psychosis & hallucinations. We hear details of the chronic trauma he goes through, a malaise common to schizophrenics, and a reminder why we need to keep raising awareness.


    #schizophrenia #hallucinations #trauma


    Music: Lafayette Blues - Will Harrison


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode.

    00:00:37: Welcoming Joshua.

    00:01:03: Discussing Joshua's Psychotic Symptoms.

    00:01:29: Interview Starts with Joshua.

    00:02:57: Joshua begins sharing his journey and his psychosis.

    00:06:00: Joshua's experiences with his changing psychosis.

    00:07:48: Examining the effects of Joshua's psychosis on his behavior.

    00:08:34: Joshua's struggles with social situations and public discourse.

    00:10:05: Joshua’s perspective on the evolution of mental health for people with severe conditions.

    00:14:00: Joshua's recent experiences with hallucinations and commands.

    00:15:07: Tactile hallucinations and the perceived presence of bugs in Joshua's body.

    00:16:57: Discussion about Joshua's hallucinations and experiences.

    00:19:34: Lighter commentary on Joshua's hallucinations.

    00:20:27: Acknowledgment of the chronic torture of living with psychosis.

    00:21:30: Discussing the genetic nature and impacts of the condition

    00:22:19: Struggling with acceptance and denial of the condition

    00:23:46: Commentary on the medical system in America

    00:25:03: Process of applying for disability and its challenges

    00:26:13: Final thoughts, seeking empathy and understanding for schizophrenia

    00:27:58: Reasons to be hopeful despite mental health challenges

    00:28:39: Closing remarks and plans for the future episodes

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  • We welcome back Benjamin for further discussion today. Ben, talks more about his mental journey from his 20s to the present day. We touch on the aspect of pre-cognition, a characteristic feature of psychotic experiences.


    #precognition #energies #loss


    Music: House of Cards - Wellmess feat. Divity


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    00:00:30: Welcome to the Interview

    00:00:41: Introducing Guest - Benjamin

    00:01:27: Start of Benjamin's story

    00:17:07: The Ineffectiveness of the Modern-Day Schooling System

    00:18:19: Losing Things in His

    00:20:45: Benjamin's Struggle with the Law

    00:22:14: Moment of Realization and Self-Acceptance

    00:23:08: Benjamin Checking Himself into Rehab

    00:23:14: Checking into rehab at

    00:24:09: The turning point leading to rehab at

    00:26:02: Entering final rehab and maintaining sobriety

    00:27:15: Discussing psychotic experiences

    00:30:20: Closing and thank you message

    00:30:54: Outro Song

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  • Benjamin is our guest today. He has been diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar & ADHD. 35 from Connecticut, Ben has spent a lifetime fighting addictions, and the trauma of institutions. It was my pleasure to hear his story.


    WWASP Survivors:

    https://bit.ly/46IfZc0


    #schizoaffective #wwasps #addiction


    Music : Papa Funk - spring gang


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    00:00:30: Episode Introduction

    00:00:52: Greetings and updates

    00:01:56: Ben's mental health journey

    00:02:27: Childhood episodes and struggles

    00:04:44: Middle school experiences

    00:05:53: Family conflicts and leaving home

    00:07:32: Living on the street

    00:08:03: Arrest and transport to behavior modification school

    00:10:26: Life under behavior modification school

    00:12:29: Release from behavior modification school and aftermath

    00:14:09: Life after TBI diagnoses

    00:16:59: Coping without medication

    00:18:57: Trust issues and paranoia

    00:20:57: Increased psychosis after TBI

    00:21:38: Paranoid schizophrenia onset

    00:22:05: Memory from behavior modification school

    00:23:18: Spiritual reflections and impact on life

    00:24:31: Individual journey with religion and spirituality

    00:25:28: Life challenges in twenties: Jails, rehabs and alcoholism

    00:26:08: A path to recovery: Revisiting religion and therapy

    00:28:05: Struggle with schizophrenia, bipolar and ADHD

    00:29:34: Rehab success: Finding effective medications

    00:30:15: Relapse after rehab, experience with a psychotic episode

    00:31:14: Music preferences shared

    00:31:27: Introduction to follow-up episode and discussion around mental health

    00:32:12: Conclusion of the episode, potential for a follow-up conversation

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  • We have the pleasure of speaking with JK today. In his mid-twenties, JK has an adventurous, laid back cool demeanour. In this episode we touch on his Mental Health history, which leads on to a gentle chat about topics which are not often discussed. JK has both schizophrenia & DID diagnoses.


    #schizophrenia #dissociative #aliens


    Music: Close Talker - Ritchie Everett.


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:03:17: Joshua's mental health journey begins

    00:09:40: On hallucinations and considering them as ghosts

    00:13:34: The link between psychosis and drug use

    00:15:44: The friction between personal freedom and the world's regimentations

    00:17:15: Changes in life and coping with mental illness

    00:18:33: Discussion on the UFO conspiracy

    00:19:03: Impact of the technology revolution on humans

    00:22:50: The loss of decency in society

    00:24:33: Importance of honesty and personal growth

    00:28:22: Insights on reincarnation

    00:29:02: Speculations about aliens

    00:31:00: Thoughts on how aliens might look

    00:36:10: Conclusion and plans for next episode.

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  • Sebastian whilst introverted - has a joie de vivre for life. In his mid twenties from Chicago, he is training to work in Radiology. Diagnosis: Schizophrenia


    #schizophrenia #Introversion #sexuality


    Music : Jet Set Jivin' - Jos


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:00:40: Introduction of guest - Sebastian from Chicago

    00:02:43: Beginning of discussion about schizophrenia

    00:03:28: Sebastian's mental health journey and early life

    00:04:57: Discussion about the importance of openness and sharing experiences

    00:06:21: Sebastian's first psychotic break

    00:08:01: Sebastian's delusions about the world ending

    00:13:10: Sebastian's hospitalization and treatment experience

    00:17:59: Discussion about side effects of medication

    00:18:57: Current living situation and feeling safe

    00:19:44: Sebastian's second psychotic break

    00:20:54: Personal Struggles and Hospitalization

    00:21:55: Discussing Medication Side Effects

    00:22:46: Impact of Stopping Medication

    00:24:12: The Importance of Observation and Self-Assessment

    00:26:26: Exploring Art as an Outlet and Avoiding Online Presence

    00:28:45: Reflecting on Past Personality Traits

    00:29:47: Using Humor as a Coping Skill

    00:30:17: Emphasizing Importance in Self-Expression

    00:30:38: Planning Future Conversation and Reflecting on Progress

    00:31:19: Exploring Personal Interests

    00:32:07: Discovering Authentic Self and Living Openly

    00:33:10: Planning for Future Conversation and Deciding Music Track for Episode

    00:34:01: Closing Remarks and Appreciation

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  • Esoteric & illuminating, George is paranoid schizophrenic from Yorkshire. 58, his psychotic journey began late in life, George gives his views and insight on his beliefs and experiences.


    Website:

    bit.ly/42xpPLp


    Music: Em Baxio - Clara Mendes


    #schizophrenia #selfactualisation #chrisitianity


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:01:08: Background of George's mental health journey

    00:01:47: Realization and self-identity

    00:03:01: Introduction to his voices

    00:03:19: Discovery of different characters within him

    00:04:24: Journey to reintegrate aspects of self

    00:06:34: Struggle with demons

    00:09:08: Medication and side-effects

    00:10:34: A shift in his mental state (June last year)

    00:11:55: Reintegration and self-actualization

    00:13:56: Current mental state

    00:14:42: View on schizophrenia

    00:17:58: Theological perspectives

    00:22:28: Belief and its relation to society

    00:23:26: Personal beliefs versus societal beliefs

    00:24:55: Encouragement to others

    00:25:14: Reflection on the predisposition for schizophrenia

    00:26:06: Early life spiritual experiences

    00:26:41: Living a "normal" life.

    00:27:31: Perspectives on self-awareness in society.

    27:41: Society and self-esteem discussion

    30:30: Reflection on spirituality and self-love

    33:57: Exploration of consciousness and spirit

    36:16: George's self-actualization journey

    38:59: Connection and disconnection from self

    41:08: George's medication tapering

    43:32: George quitting weed

    45:04: Closing of the interview

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  • We welcome back Frank in this episode. Frank was the guest in Episode 1 of this series. A former drug addict, developed schizophrenia, Frank has undergone a journey of recovery and spiritual discovery. Now a practicing Reiki Healer. He has recently been on a Paranormal Tour, following the healing of one of his friends.


    His website is https://bit.ly/368ilCz and his Instagram is @pswinepresents


    #schizophrenia #healer #paranormal


    Music : Fragile Whispers - Gavin Luke


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    00:00:30: Introduction and welcoming back Frank

    00:01:05: Understanding Frank's past and diagnosis

    00:01:39: Discussing spirituality

    00:01:47: Catching up with Frank, post trip

    00:02:21: Frank's explanation of his recent trip and motivation

    00:03:53: Interconnection of Paranormal and Schizophrenia

    00:04:27: Discussion about the nature of reality

    00:05:29: Delving into the concept of Paranormal in multiple levels

    00:07:04: Debate on Paranormal entities causing interference

    00:08:14: Frank's introspection about his schizophrenia journey

    00:10:07: Frank's healing with spiritual experiences

    00:10:36: Frank advocating for open-mindedness

    00:11:12: Synchronicities and spiritual experiences

    00:13:27: The Journey of Spiritual Awakening and its challenges

    00:14:17: Frank seeing his Schizophrenia as an asset

    00:16:04: Discussing the importance of helping the vulnerable in spiritual path

    00:17:58: Understanding Schizophrenia's connectivity with the spiritual realm

    00:20:10: Discussion about the conditions of support in the Schizophrenia community

    00:22:34: Frank's personal experience with family's understanding of his Schizophrenia

    00:23:10: Wrapping up the interview.

    00:23:42: Optimistic Thinking and Higher Vibrational Emotions

    00:24:06: How Sickness Can Affect Vibrations

    00:24:33: Experiences with Negative Voices and Delusions

    00:25:01: Dealing with Entities in Haunted Places

    00:25:29: Future Discussions and Connection Issues

    00:26:00: Talking About Non-Mainstream Spirituality

    00:26:24: The 'Great Shift' Towards Greater Spirituality

    00:26:46: Optimism About the Future

    00:26:54: Closing and Thank You

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  • We welcome back Jasper in this episode. We talk about his second visit to hospital. Jasper has good recall of his thoughts and feelings, in this lighthearted discussion involving traumatic experiences.


    Jasper is a graphic artist:

    https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9


    #schizoaffective #hospitalisation #catatonia


    music: Flashes from the Red Sun - Carvings


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    00:00:30: Introduction of the episode

    00:01:04: Backstory and previous episodes with Jasper

    00:01:31: Jasper begins his story

    00:01:49: Discussion of American healthcare system

    00:03:20: Description of conditions made worse by antipsychotics

    00:04:17: Jasper's experience during car ride to hospital

    00:07:06: Arrival at the Nashville hospital

    00:08:55: Meeting the on-staff Buddhist

    00:11:00: The influence of Buddhism and eastern philosophy on treatment

    00:14:12: Explanation of the rooms and security at the hospital

    00:15:34: Experiences during manic and psychotic state in the hospital

    00:18:31: Interaction with other patients and staff

    00:20:16: Concerns about Jasper's food allergies

    00:21:10: Jasper's coping mechanisms for anger and loss of control

    00:22:28: Discussion of psychosis and medication effects

    00:22:54: Explanation of Jasper's delusions

    00:23:21: Reflection on Societal Perception and Mental State

    00:24:06: Delusions and Misinterpretations

    00:27:02: Group Sessions & Shared Experiences in the Hospital

    00:29:40: Interactions and Relationships in the Hospital

    00:31:20: Opinion on Society's Effect on Mental Health

    00:32:24: Ethical Overcorrection in Hospital Security

    00:33:23: Delusion about Psychiatric Hospitals as a place of Mental Regrowth

    00:34:51: Shared Delusions with Dorothea

    00:36:50: Recollections of the Hospital

    00:37:30: Self-reflection and Blame

    00:38:56: Types of Schizophrenia and their effects on society

    00:39:34: Closing Remarks

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  • Welcoming Sable this episode. In her early twenties from Florida, Sable has been dealing with Schizophrenia symptoms for half her life.

    Particularly interesting is her visual hallucinations. She has a stable loving home now, with a reflective mature outlook on this condition.


    Sable's Blog:

    http://bit.ly/3IEKK8t


    Music: Quiet before the Tempest: Across the Great Valley


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    #schizophrenia #visualhallucinations #academia


    00:00:30: Introduction

    00:00:34: Host introduces the guest, Sable

    00:01:34: Mental health journey begins

    00:02:14: Sable starts experiencing her symptoms

    00:04:18: Realization of hallucinations

    00:06:48: Discussion about the movie, Sucker Punch

    00:13:44: People start noticing Sable's condition

    00:18:07: First hints of PTSD in Sable

    00:18:35: PTSD in combination with schizophrenia

    00:23:18: Sable's father's reaction to her condition

    00:23:35: Discussing Mental Health Misconceptions

    00:24:23: Experience with Family and Illness

    00:25:03: Coping with Schizophrenia

    00:26:02: Emotional Support and Coping Mechanisms

    00:26:42: Medical Support and Challenges

    00:27:06: Getting Diagnosed

    00:28:00: Current Mental Health Status

    00:31:06: Unique Abilities and Challenges

    00:32:33: Self Stigma

    00:33:02: Family Troubles

    00:34:24: Experience with Medications

    00:36:03: Improvement After Changing Environment

    00:39:41: Self Managed Symptoms

    00:42:41: Future Conversation and Closing

    00:43:38: Music Preferences

    00:45:17: Discussion on music rights

    00:45:51: Music preferences

    00:46:08: Time check and wrap up

    00:46:33: Closing the episode

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  • Duncan talks to us about his current projects:


    wisdom of a schizophrenic

    https://amzn.eu/d/21IgS7R


    schizosquare

    https://schizosquare.com/


    #wisdom #stigma #keeptalking


    music : Martin Landström - Turtleneck


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    00:00:30: Intro and updates from the host

    00:01:30: Discussing the importance of talking about schizophrenia

    00:03:00: Wisdom of a Schizophrenic book presentation

    00:05:22: Introduction to Schizo Square comic

    00:09:45: Host's mental health update

    00:10:45: Futures plans for the podcast

    00:11:44: Outro and thank you

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  • We welcome CJ (he/him) in this episode. He has a schizoaffective and ADHD diagnosis, but spent many years psychotic and undiagnosed. CJ lives in the USA with his partner, and has support of his parents.


    #schizoaffective #christianity #gender


    Music: Too Dusty - Blood Red Sun


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the Episode

    00:01:24: Mental Health History of CJ

    00:01:59: Growing up in a Paranoid Christian Community

    00:02:35: Early Symptoms of Mental Illness

    00:04:13: Discovering Trans Identity

    00:04:42: Transitioning Belief System

    00:05:06: Delving into Philosophy and Solipsism

    00:06:36: Suicidal Thoughts Begin

    00:08:16: First Encounter with Therapy

    00:09:26: Academic Probation due to Mental Health Issues

    00:10:00: Struggles with Health Insurance and Suicidal Attempts

    00:10:41: Moving and Starting College

    00:12:33: Diagnosed with ADHD

    00:14:38: Moving with Partner

    00:15:22: Experiencing Severe Paranoid Delusions

    00:16:58: Coming Out to Parents

    00:17:21: Severe Hallucinations and Prophecies

    00:18:05: Partner's Support and First Hospital Visit

    00:18:31: Experience in the Hospital

    00:19:43: Prescribed Antidepressants and Adderall

    00:20:08: Decision to Seek Professional Help

    00:20:28: Switching Medications for Better Mental Health

    00:21:16: Struggles with Reading during Psychosis

    00:27:03: Spiritual Aspect of Mental Health

    00:28:33: Current Health Status and Lifestyle

    00:29:38: Sharing Music Preference

    00:30:24: Importance of Sharing Personal Stories

    00:32:02: Song Lyric Recitation

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  • Suffering from childhood depression, Andrew developed schizophrenia as a young man. We talk about his history and then recovery and subsequent personal success.


    Music: Bozz - William Benkert


    Andrew's computer game:


    https://bit.ly/3T63scd


    #schizoaffective #depression #programming


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:01:03: Andrew's mental health journey begins

    00:01:24: Andrew's childhood experiences.

    00:02:11: Andrew's encounter with toxoplasmosis.

    00:03:13: Adolescence and personal hardships.

    00:04:20: Andrew's breakdown at

    00:05:42: Life changes in

    00:07:41: Falling in love in

    00:08:39: Andrew's diagnosis with bipolar and lifestyle changes.

    00:09:01: Academic success with Chemistry and programming.

    00:09:36: Relapse and dropping out of school.

    00:10:08: Andrew's journey with game creation starts.

    00:13:35: Role of nutrition and dietary changes in Andrew's life.

    00:16:02: Andrew's recent struggles and progress in game creation.

    00:18:01: Importance of problem-solving for Andrew.

    00:22:56: Managing psychosis and maintaining a healthy lifestyle.

    00:24:17: Discussion on Medication

    00:25:36: Wrap up and Expressing Gratitude

    00:25:53: Music Preferences

    00:26:18: Invitation to Return to Podcast

    00:26:40: Talks about Computer Science

    00:26:59: End of Conversation

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  • Brilliant episode with incredible detail of the initial psychotic breakdown, Jasper bravely leads us through his experience.


    Music: Safeword - Torii Wolf


    Jasper is a graphic artist:

    https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9


    #schizoaffective #breakdown #institutions


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    00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

    00:00:49: Discussing part one of Jasper's story

    00:02:03: Discussing Jasper's personal experiences and starting part two of his story

    00:03:08: Discussing Jasper's mental health struggles

    00:04:26: Discussing Jasper's comfort in his neighborhood as a coping mechanism

    00:05:09: Discussing clarity of Jasper's recollections and his unusual behavior

    00:06:37: Discussing Jasper's struggle to communicate his emotions

    00:07:08: Discussing Jasper's continuing struggles and delusions

    00:09:45: Discussing Jasper's interaction with his mom

    00:11:55: Continuing Jasper's story and his frustrations

    00:14:04: Discussing Jasper's political frustrations and their impact on his mental health

    00:16:09: Discussing Jasper's hospitalization and misunderstandings around his condition.

    00:17:16: Discussing delusions Jasper experienced while in hospital

    00:20:03: Discussion on the tests Jasper had to go through in the hospital

    00:23:32: Discussing Jasper's reaction to medical procedures in the hospital and his love for a video game "psychonauts".

    00:23:52: Psychonautic trip and impressions of reality

    00:29:55: Encounters with law enforcement

    00:35:15: Admitted into a mental health unit

    00:40:33: Experiencing visual hallucinations

    00:43:23: Transition into deep psychosis

    00:44:12: Administrated medication

    00:46:06: Struggling with the present moment.

    00:46:40: Fear and Door Incident

    00:49:09: Misdiagnosis and Hyperthyroid Medication

    00:50:11: Seeing a Woman's Face and Calmness

    00:53:08: Discussing Pronouns

    00:54:25: Moving to Acute Ward

    00:55:46: Consideration of a Follow-Up Episode

    00:57:02: Choosing Music for the Episode

    00:58:39: Conclusion & Thanks

    01:00:46: Music Plays Out

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  • We welcome Jasper in this episode. He tells the history behind his diagnosis and eventual psychosis. This is the first part of 2.


    Music: Too Deep - OTE feat Skylar


    Jasper is a graphic artist:

    https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9


    #schizoaffective #transgender #cats


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    00:00:30: Introduction and guest's background

    00:01:13: Start of interview: Mental health journey

    00:01:55: Challenges in seeking treatment

    00:02:21: Beginning therapy and dealing with family reaction

    00:04:18: Exploring schizoaffective disorder

    00:06:29: Effects of medication, family reactions

    00:08:33: Impact of significant life changes

    00:09:05: Role of internet in mental health journey

    00:10:34: Dealing with erotomania

    00:13:10: Experiences from college life

    00:14:27: Experiencing paranoid thoughts

    00:17:55: Misunderstanding and ignorance about schizophrenia

    00:19:24: Impact of toxic relationships

    00:22:31: Exploring generational trauma

    00:23:33: Experiences as a transgender male

    00:26:09: Threats and Social Challenges

    00:27:01: The Loss of a Pet

    00:28:17: Emotional Attachment to Pets

    00:30:07: Connection between Schizophrenia and Triggers

    00:31:39: Delusions and Emotional Stress

    00:32:36: The Trigger of Delusions

    00:35:51: Trigger Identified

    00:36:11: Background Information and its Importance

    00:37:17: Next Episode Scheduling

    00:37:39: Episode Music Preference

    00:38:18: Episode Closure

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