It wasn't/isn't boring. I'm happier 'kinda sober' as opposed to 'never sober'. I stopped blaming people for my own shit a long time ago. I skipped high school for marriage and college, then dropped out of that. Not often, but sometimes I was right for selfish reasons! It's too bad I can't remember EXACTLY when that happened! I'm not right all the time, but here's what i got...